It was an odd idea at first, doing your best being good enough and in fact your best being all you can do, your best, whatever that is. I lived with the words and idea for some time and at some point it sunk in. I am living doing my best and enjoying the doing it more than ever. Time flys when your living over 40 and man time has been flying lately.
Soon my wife and two little girls and myself will pack it up move most of the things in our Nashville home out to the Ranch house and take the rest back to Malibu where we are setting up a home again. This time our setting up a home came so easy that I had to say yes to those Spirit People that for me lead my way into and out of the choices I make with life. I deal with other people in my living and creating a life and those people are there as a part of the Spirit peoples direction not just cuse I may like them.
Some time back I had a conversation of sorts with the Head of the Spirit People clan and said I was open to whatever I could do to make the most out of being me, here, these days and would do my best to go for where they would point me. I totally love the being the Human in the mix, kind of comes with a get out of jail free card of sorts. Humans are so odd, we are so scattered and freaked out, funny and passionate. It's all in our Human dreaming, this world we have made up for ourselves here on Earth, not exactly as it is in Heaven. So I have to pack up again, books, clothes, surfboards-funny I have had 5 surfboards in my garage in Nashville for two and a half years now I'm taking them back to Malibu and man I am so ready to get them all wet again.
I have a company, I say company because these objects all have connections to other places in time and other energies and spirits, of Sacred objects,a company of sacred objects sacred to me. Old pieces from Teotihuacan and Peru, from the Dine people and my brother Albert Sombrero in Tucson. I have things from the Ranch that hold ties to places deep inside me that I like having connections to that I can hold in my hand. Power objects, Old statues of Saints and Jesus, Buddha and San Martin, Mt. Shasta and Cusco. They are all Spirit people places and aspects of the true reality beyond time and space.
This time I have a compelling drive to create something that the Mother told me would come when I was standing in front of the Tilma in Mexico City talking or ,rather listening, to her a few months ago. Every time I feel her voice inside me my heart explodes and I am so filled with Love and gratitude for all this life, for her being in the center of our family ,for the grace that lives from inside of us out into this world . It is really a huge feeling and one I have to get some action going for, the feeling drives me. I have to do what she instils in me, there is no choice. To say no would be like saying no to the one great Love of your life, the Heart of all you've ever loved and held special all moving through you at once and in the midst of that experience you would say no...I don't think so..it's not even a real option...you want to melt into the light yes yes yes, lets do it. That's my thing,,lets do it,,come on, now!
So we are moving back to the Point Dume, I love that Point. The West coast whale shrine of Southern California and we get to live there. That is so cool, I can walk out to the top of Point Dume with my little girls and my Mee and we can sing to the Whales, watching them travel the coast as they have done for all time.
We will build a great open connected community in Malibu and L.A. and all across this land because that connection of community is what we Humans are looking for in this disconnected world of ours. There has never been any disconnection in the spirit world. The spirit world is holding the light for us to remember who and what we are so we might step back into awareness and community as Human Beings together again. This is a big step and the only one that will save us from Our self indulgent ways and it's happening. It is happening on all kinds of levels, in all kinds of ways, and more and more opportunities keep coming to us all the time. All,l, we need do is do our best, take time to listen to those spirit people that talk in all languages and need no words. Living life is the answer and being honest and courageous is the medicine and we have that already deep within each of us. So lets do it,,,and we will see you somewhere along the way.....
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