Leaving Mexico again. Listening to Elton John’s “Ballad of a
Well known Gun”. Next stop L.A. and the Topanga Film Festival where we will
screen Dreaming Heaven the movie. Five years ago we filmed the journey of 18
people for 5 days of living in the body of a timeless light machine. This last
ten days back in Mexico has brought me back to the place within myself that
realizes Life is happening on so many levels all at once and by default we seem
to succumb to whatever our dominate life frequency is and as we become more
enmeshed in that frequency we lose relationship with other parallel
frequencies. Time and attention following the last calling till we are living a
very small way of being, Mexico has a way of blowing that open for me.
I was told some things on this journey, told by the voices
that speak inside me, that we live in a Kingdom of light in this world, a
kingdom that has by our creation of form and attachment come to cast great
shadows across the landscape of Light. Our creation has become the main focus
of our attention and the main focus of our faith and beliefs. We have fallen
into indulgence with the world of form losing our awareness of being beings of
this kingdom of Light. Like a singer who loses them self to the presence of their
own voice. Indulgence comes at a big price when you have the ability and
opportunity to live open to as many frequencies of Light as you might integrate
into your awareness. There is no “guilt” to this situation only cause and
effect, it is what it is and clearly it’s time we realize we are living such a
small reality that we will collapse as a species if we don’t expand into a
greater relationship with our kingdom of light. How that happens I can’t say
all I can say is the symptoms of our situation are dire and there’s no way
anyone can realistically play dumb here anymore. Of course that doesn’t stop
most people from trying and for real I just don’t get it. Could be the humans
greatest addiction is suffering in general, even when we transform a life from
sickness to wellness many still cling to identities of suffering keeping their
life small so as to believe in the lies of safety is a small reality, that is a
lie.
Living in a Kingdom of light has a great compelling call to
step deeper and deeper into that light. As this way of living opens before us
the attachments to the world as an identity or place of refuge and legacy
becomes less and less interesting. There is nothing left to prove, no more
desire to be good enough for the world. What happens is the passion to live the
way of your light into this world of form. Living your ideas and dreams, being
a witness to life on Earth all the while your creating the forms of your
passion and talents.
I still like the smell of fresh cut hay and street taco stands
with a crew of Patriots feeding on the art of the Taco and sipping a cold
Pacifico. A good Horse is still as close to God as any religious idol I’ve ever
known and swimming in a cool river with your kids on a smoking hot day is
Heaven on Earth. A kingdom of Light is a place of mystery and magic when you
allow what’s been offered the chance to reveal itself to you. There will be
more coming with my Kingdom of Light, a lot more as I sit here right now and
that is worth showing up for, one day at a time, heart and mind, body and
Spirit open and loving the next turn of the wheel. “You tell me there’s an
Angel in your tree, did he say he’d come to call on me”, Elton’s singing “Burn
Down the Mission” now. I’ll be looking for the smoke signals.
