Tuesday, July 24, 2012

The Light of Change

5:40 am In the Heart of summer. Looking at pictures of my friend Arthur Robert Cushman walking the grounds of our Dreaming House in Teotihuacan and shots of my Mee cooking here at home at Pinewood Farms. Thinking about where my energy is going and what is real these days and what is nothing more than shadows of an old paradigm that is no longer worth the attention to keep it propped up, like so much of our existing ways in the USA.Our Human matrix is no longer sustainable, period, we are being offered choices to CHANGE what we believe and how we live in every moment but just like all the addicted and lost I have worked with for years now I see that for 90% of the people in the USA getting off the merry go round is not going to happen till it collapses and that's tragic.The consequences of refusing to look at our reality will become more and more dire, more shootings , more killing, much more disease and sickness, more poverty and loss of so called security, hunger, all Lifes ways of trying to get the attention of those who are not willing to see what's right in front of them. Meanwhile living on a farm is as alive as ever now that we have quit with consumption agriculture and we are working WITH nature again instead of what the Universities are teaching. Simple will one day be respected again but that is a ways off and a lot of suffering from now and that is the choice of Humanity. Meanwhile we can all buy local for almost everything, sure you pay more in dollars but you will be recreating a broken economic system that will in the long run sustain you again. We can eat clean, simple NON processed food and demand that things like FRACKING for natural gas be stopped before there is no more clean water in America. We can believe and live for BEING RECOVERED from addictions and diseases and let the identities of less than go with the paradigms of fear that we have all come to identify with. We can Pray to the great Mystery and Dream of possibilities then TAKE Action for those possibilities to become reality.We can stop hating, killing and judging each other over our twisted, insane ideas of God. We can walk more and drive less, sing more and bitch less, share more with strangers and hoard our wealth less. Enjoy being alive and well, it is a privilege, an act of grace ,not a right any longer as we will see very shortly. Sometimes it takes courage to be honest about the house being on fire while most either won't acknowledge the smoke and flames and others say fire is negative so don't look at it and the only survivors are the ones who say FIRE OUT LOUD and leave the building. I have children and grandchildren and I care about the world they will live in and I am afraid for what they are going to inherit from us at this point and I will do my best to give them a place to live and an awareness of life as a living creation not what they are taught in school.
We will see huge changes in this Human world over the next 10 years, huge changes and the way we are going those changes will be very hard on many many people and we can not say we didn't do it to ourselves cuse we are and we did and it is all unnecessary except that we have demanded this for ourselves and WE are all 100% responsible. It's going to be another hot one in Tennessee and I have horses to feed so see you around, May the light of Change be with you!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Summer Heat

Tennessee is in a very hot , dry summer, most call it a drought. We got home to the Pinewood Farm Sunday night before the 4th of July. Today a late afternoon thunder storm brought a couple inches and rain and dropped the 100 degree day to 78 in less than an hour. I heard the thunder this morning and went out to talk to Tlaloc and the Thunder Beings, the spirits that travel with the rains. Most people don’t know that this creation we live in is alive, we are surrounded by consciousness in the light. There are beings that live all through the infinite number of dimensions that are the tapestry of Creation. I have several relationships from Teotihuacan that I have there with me all the time now no matter where I am. It’s interesting to be in the reality of Tennessee and shift to a connection that is Teotihuacan like flipping a switch. That’s what has happened in my life and I am very grateful for coming to know something I believed but didn’t really understand and know it as a relationship. They come to us, frequency to frequency, they find us through the web of creation and come to us through us. I know what I am trying to say but saying it is not quite correct, words are limited.
Humanity , our culture lost reality when we lost a living relationship to the Natural Real world. We don’t talk to the wind or this Mother Earth or the Rivers or fire. We don’t know how to listen to the Trees or the Mountain Spirits. That is a huge issue as we have lost perspective of the wholeness of Creation. Result of that disconnection we eat dead food, search for peace in the world, project our fears and judgments every where all the time. Our lack of awareness creates more issues by distorting the integrity of the fabric of Life itself. For that we will be accountable as we are not greater than the whole of creation. I will be staying connected to my spirit people and seeing how deep this living with the Light beings can go.